In God's Hands

So, here I am again. I still have the same work schedule since I last wrote in here & sad thing is I’ve been only searching for a new job online. Nothing…It is what it is. I figured anyways if I did received a new job, that company might not give me a paid or even a vacation in December. It’s a “must” to have a vacation and visit my family back in Texas. I’ll try to stick it out and be a “MAN.” You never know maybe being in this company a little longer, I might have privilege to get the ideal work schedule. I don’t know. (Sighs)



Other than that, my little sister just graduated from High School last night. I can’t tell you how much I am proud of her. I know she thinks it means nothing, but I know a lot of people who didn’t graduated at all. When I was on the phone with her, I kept smiling and yikes, I didn’t have any good advice for her future. It’s weird I rather think about the present and live it with joy because the future is so far away and you truly can’t predict how it will go. You can dream about it however there will be twists and turns throughout life that what you dream or imagine about the future is not what you expect it to be. Trust me, I am still amazed how my life has changed so far.



In any case, I am doing my best to mold a ‘better’ me in the workplace not only for myself, co-workers, or even the Boss, but for God. To let him know even though at times I get frustrated, I have faith that I am in good hands w/God. I want to live life without being satisfied with my job but learning to like it…learning to love it. Honestly, that’s really tough for me. Perhaps, by just having a good heart and speaking his words upon the people who I love and the strangers I might come across at the front desk, I might appreicate of what i have...a job that pay the bills and provide health benefits.