"Hate" w/a Passion

“Hate” is a strong word but it’s something a lot of people have felt in one point in their lives. I hate my job with a passion because it doesn’t grasp my career path a.ka. It’s just a temporary job. Yup, I am mostly working on the weekends and I received night shifts. I know I got stuck with this schedule because it’s the fact someone decided to leave in order to go to college and achieve her dreams. I am truly happy for her.

Yet if we don’t hire more people, I won’t be working with this company for too long. I like some of my co-workers and don’t get me wrong, I do get along with my co-workers very well. I just have a feeling I will be stuck with this schedule for a long time. Why it’s important for me to have day shifts and not work during the weekends? So, I can go home and literally, be with my Fiancée. He’s the only family I have right now over here. The only one physically who I can talk, play fight, and hold when I finally go home. Who likes to go home when they are already fell asleep? LOL, I know, I know…if I did go home the same time as Brandon & ramble about things, he probably won’t listen anyways, right? It’s just this, I at least see him “wide open” & listening to him about his day puts me in joy, ya know. Furthermore, how could you spend time together or spend time with my friends (additional family) during the weekends when I am scheduled to work those days? Half a days are not so pleasing to me. Man, it’s strange at my workplace how all the managers have the weekends off. When frankly, every hotel I know of would have a manager on duty on the weekends. In any case, my managers are on-call if there’s a dilemma but they are not physically there to solve it.

It’s not a good idea to settle and be comfortable in this job. I don’t want to think this is it for me, ya know. I might not go to college (a lot of people are not made to go to college) but I sure as heck will find a better job, be happy, and climb the highest mountain to be on top. A job close to my career path, a job in the Art/Creative industry that is plainly based on one’s developing skills and talents. I’ve been praying a lot to God about moving on & living life to the fullest potential. It’s not easy…